Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Ok, so what's this rabbit thing all about?

My introduction to epistemology was through a wonderful book called Longing to Know by Dr. Esther L. Meek. I read it while in an intro to Philosophy class taught by none other than the author herself (She's a wonderful woman. I'm blessed to know her.) I read it a second time this past January in another philosophy class, again under the guidance of Dr. Meek. The good Dr. "borrows" her epistemology from Michael Polanyi and his theory of tacit knowing, massages it a little, and lays it out in layman's terms. The very basic jist of it is that as knowers, we gather clues from the world around us, look through them to see a pattern that they attend to, then connect to the world by integating to the pattern. Again, very basic rundown. As I readread the book the second time, I remembered an event in my life that illustrates this process. I shared the illlustration with Dr. Meek, she liked it, and as our class read more works such as Michael Polanyi's The Tacit Dimension, and John Frame's The Doctrine of the Knowledge of God, I began to develop a theory of sorts about knowing and how it as a process and we as participants relate, interact, and respond to God. So, here's the thing with the rabbit, the example I shared with Dr. Meek.

As a new recruit in the Armed Forces, I was quite suprised to see how much down time I had while in boot camp. Notice I didn’t call it “free” time, for it was anything but that. The majority of this time was spent standing staute still, board straight, and silent in rigid confines of platoon formation. Fortunately, my place in the ranks was in the middle of the third row of the ranks, so I at least had something to stare at, even if it was the back of the soldier in front of me. As I stood there oone afternoon, I found that the two sides of my brain found a happy union in an activity that was both useful in the scope of my being a soldier, and liberating in the excercise of my creative ability. This activity was pattern recognition. As I stood there, gazing into the splotches and splashes of drab earth tones on the uniform of the soldier in front of me, I began to make pictures and recognize shapes and give them names, much, I would imagine, like ancient astronomers saw pictures and form constellations in the stars. It was not long before this activity began to produce notable results. I could look at various soldiers, fix on a shape on their blouse or field jacket, and be able to predict the placement of another shape based on the location of the first. One of these was more recognizable than the others: I called it the rabbit.
Some years later, long after I had graduated from boot camp, after I had finished my service in the military, I was reunited with the rabbit on a most unanticipated occassion. I, along with a group of my friends, were engaged in one of our most enjoyed pastimes, the game of paintball. There we were, about 15 grown men, decked out in camoflauge, running around the woods with guns that shot gelatenous balls of paint, looking to get the other guy before he got us. It was wonderful. In this particualr event, I found myself crawling along the forest floor, as low as I could get to the ground, in order to avoid detection by the other team while making a stealthy manuever into enemy territory. I had stopped for a moment to wait for a stiff breeze to blow, or for a volley of gun fire to break out somewhere in the distance in order to mask the sound of my movement, and used the time to reassess my current course of movement. I slowly lifted my head to a level above the forrest floor where I could see through the tops of the reeds I was using for concealment, and scanned the woods in front of me. All seemed clear. I was confident in my plan of attack until, about 30 feet in the distance, I happened to see a familiar shape. The Rabbit. I was astonished. I pulled my focus back from the rabbit and saw the uniformed opponent that it rested on. I pulled my focus back further and saw the two, then three, then four other players that were accompanying him. In a matter of moments, the world around me changed from a quiet patch of woods near a quaint stream to a tactical kill zone. Seeing the immediate danger that lay before me, I was forced to change my strategy. The Rabbit in the bushes warned me of the danger of the woods.

So that's were I am right know. I've seen the rabbit (actually, I've seen many rabbits), I'm aware of the danger of the woods, and I'm contemplating my next move: The "now what" about knowing. What does my knowledge require of me?

5 Comments:

At 19 May, 2005 15:34, Blogger Tim Costine said...

so was that rabbit on my camoes right before i shot you on the way to another suicide run for the flag?

 
At 20 May, 2005 18:51, Blogger BethsMomToo said...

Since last fall my "down moments" are spent reciting Greek endings in my mind. At first I found it difficult to discipline my thoughts, but over time have found that I am actually "training" my mind. My powers of concentration have greatly increased as a result. How, you may ask, does this apply to your epiphany? Don't know...but both seem significant.

(just found your blog on Tim's page)

Debi C. from NH

 
At 20 May, 2005 19:47, Blogger Ian said...

We had a saying on our philosophy class that "epistemology is therapeutic". And it's kind of a viscious circle, too. The more you learn about how you know, the more you want to employ what you've learned in your knowing, then the more you learn about how you know. It's addictive. In exercising it, you give yourself a "fix". Training the mind is a product of epistemics. The moe you know about knowing, the more you are equipped and enabled to know. It's just like a muscle; the more you use it, the stronger it gets. I feel kind of like a geek about how excited I am about epistemology, but it really has become a longing in my life. I long to know.

 
At 26 May, 2005 15:22, Blogger Ian said...

Confidence....It's all about confidence. I reject the thinking that our goal should be certainty. I've got something kickin' around that I wrote about certainty vs. confidence; let me dig it up and I'll post more later.

 
At 27 May, 2005 16:00, Blogger Robb said...

Ian, great to see that mind of yours getting a bit of a workout. Mine on the other hand hurts just from reading your first blog.

 

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